“I feel like I’m just waiting to get possessed again, and everyone knows it, and they’re waiting too,” Will scrubs his face with his sleeve, thankful it’s raining hard enough to mask the crying. “I’m a liability and I shouldn’t be involved in any of it.”
He can see the constant intrusion on his mind for exactly what it is this time; an attempt at wearing him down until he isn’t strong enough to resist another hostile takeover. “I’m not strong enough for this, I can’t do it again.”
Of course it makes perfect sense to keep resisting and not step through a gate, it does it’s just… Will frowns, not sure what his endgame even was other than ‘get answers’. He shuts his eyes for a long moment, squeezes them and tries to reorient. The constant headache he’s had for weeks pounds behind his eyes.
“I don’t know what’s happening.” He finally whispers as fear makes his blood run cold. “What if we can’t stop him? Or fix it? What if I’m just like this forever?”
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Date: 2024-04-26 07:18 am (UTC)He can see the constant intrusion on his mind for exactly what it is this time; an attempt at wearing him down until he isn’t strong enough to resist another hostile takeover. “I’m not strong enough for this, I can’t do it again.”
Of course it makes perfect sense to keep resisting and not step through a gate, it does it’s just… Will frowns, not sure what his endgame even was other than ‘get answers’. He shuts his eyes for a long moment, squeezes them and tries to reorient. The constant headache he’s had for weeks pounds behind his eyes.
“I don’t know what’s happening.” He finally whispers as fear makes his blood run cold. “What if we can’t stop him? Or fix it? What if I’m just like this forever?”